What is going up with you?
The feelings when you're like me What I've learned in the few years I'm alive is that I don't like to talk about my thoughts or my problems or my fears or my ideas. I just swallow them down and when they are realy realy good I spit them out. This is what I'll do today. I spit at you. Many questions, few answers I've got sometimes this feeling that I could do whatever I want in a special situation but in the end the result just sucks. I'm not satisfyed with it because I spent so much time and thoughts on it so I want to see perfection. Like if I'm learning for a test because I want a good mark and if I receive the test back and it isn't in area it should have been. I'm just sad and dissappointed. Am I to dumb? Thats a question which comes into my minde so often. I often answer it with "yes" but sometime with "No, you are very intelligent. You have achieved so much." Is this enough? Can I even do more? I would like to d...