Bineaz

I don't know about you but friends do not mean much for me. I hate having friends or being surrounded with people who like and appreciate me because that is not the case. That is what a friends means, someone who likes and appreciates you as a human and who does not want to harm you. Merriam Webster says, one attached to another by affection or esteem . I see myself as a very open person and I do enjoy helping others. The problem is that I'm very fast to lose. I'm not perfect neither you are, but that is not what I want. I want them to do the right thing or else they lose me. Guess what they are doing? They do so much wrong and that is the reason why I like to be on my own at least most of the time. I love to be different. Why is it even sexy to be the normal? No, I don't do things just to get attention neither do I appreciate changing myself for others. I just want to do what I want. Let me explaine. For excemple ripped jeans are in, I hate wearing them, I eve...

I don't like to find friends. I'm not used to have friends. I have bad experience with some of my as I thought "friends". Here are some tipps which I think can help you be more attractive to others, no not in a sexual way. These are my opinions and you probably would do it differently. If so, share your opinions with a comment. Rules: Laugh often, be funny Have similar friends Stay as you are, don't change yourself Make compliments Help him or her out / be there for the person Search for similarities Give them something to eat or just a gift Go out with them Be a good listener Use positive body language Here the comment: Laugh often, be funny It is easy to say then to do it, Me, I often try to laugh about myself. It is hard to be funny I know, but it doesn't requier much. Just some irony or sarcasme and you probably are going to make them laugh. People who make someone laugh are mostly much more likeable. To be funny means to smile too. You know when ...

Hello, firstly I'm going to explain to you my situation so that you can understand how I look, what I did, what I believe in and other facts. It is much easier to understand the context. I'm male. I'm 18 years old. I have a very similar haircut as Clay. I'm short. My Hair is brown as my eyes are. I'm in the age of Hannah and Clay. I've got a little brother. I love him, but we are often arguing. After a fight I feel so bad. My parents are quiet good parents. I go to high school and I'm not really into making friends. So I tried to keep being friendly, but it is just hard searching and keeping the new won friends. I do not trust anyone. I'm very sceptical and sometime just aggressive. I'm feeling so bad after a shout or a hit I did. I'm not used to talk to people but there are times where I'm really open and unstoppable. I don't know why and how I do that. I'm often very ambitious but not like to much... Yes I cried so many times whil...

There was a time. No, not ten years ago. More like five years. Then, I often compared  myself to another boy. Not the looking. No, neither the behaviour. I was more interested in his marks. Yes. I always, till today, want to be better then him. In any point. Well, not in every. For excemple I don't care if he is doing better in sport then me or wether he is able to drink more alcohol then me. I just cared in the important subjects. I'm very ambitious and I weirdly don't feel like it. For excemple I often think that I wasn't very prdouctif, but in reality I did so much. I'm not used to do one thing in particular and then go to the other task (just if it isn't a big work). I do everything in small bits. Here are five statements: You are spurred to learn and to get a better mark then your rival I don't know how you are as a person, but if you are willing to be better then someone else, you are going to get better marks. Better is relative. I don...

Looking back at the past I was doing some stuff, I don't even know what I was doing, when I just thought of Macklemore and his songs. It was a thought and I just searched for it. That often happens. My brain reminds me of the good old time. Are this things even good to be remebered? Yes definetily. I'm actually listening to a song. ( Downtown ). As intelligent and curious as I was, I found his songs on an app and downloaded them. Nice songs which I hadn't hear befor. I really like them as I did before when I was a child. I'm still a child tho. Two days later in the school library I opened Youtube on a computer and I found the old videos and they reminded me of my past. Past. It is so weird to say, because they werejust  published two years ago. But in a way 2 years are long. For me past is the time were my grand-parents were young. Do you also find it odd that time is passing by so fast. This year is almost over. For excemple, I already know that my summer holidays ...

Want to be a husband, father, best friend, ... I have a big family. Like a lot of cousins and aunts and oncles. That means we are many children and we are from little used to stay together as a family. Family is the right thing and if you have one (wife/husband and children) you will be happy. I don't think about that in that way. You have to know that I'm the older brother. So I'm used to be in charge of the small boys and girls of my family. Trust me there are so many children. So if they went somewhere, where they couldn't take their children with them, they usually brought them to me and I was a babysitter for a day. A male babysitter. Sadly not that common, because they think we are bad with kids, It could not get wors then just a death. SO chill. But I thinkt, that we are often very responsible and good to kids. Really, I mean that. I agree that you are going to be happy when you have kids, You have your son or daughter who you love and teach and see growing. ...

THE COMMENT So on Tuesday we had english class. Not the worst lesson. To be honest it was quiet interesting. We were listening to podcast. Here is one podcast which I personally like a lot. It is presented by Grace Helbig and it is called Not to deep. But that is not what this post is about. We are talking about how to behave when someone is ill. So I was ill and I'm still ill. Sadly. I had problems with my lungs from October till the middle of February. Then I was fit again and I tried to stay healthy. But somehow I got ill again. I know I'm an Idiot. It is annoying, but I deal with it. I have to. So these weeks I was often coughing and sneezing. And I did this not on purpose, obviously. I just had to clean my throat and my nose. And that sounded disgusting. I'm sorry . I sneezed almost once every hour. I had to cough +/- every 10 minutes. I know that is not "cool" to be sick. I admit it wasn't hard to take medicines and to know that I'm disturbing t...

My body and me Luckily you don't know how I look. I often don't like my look because my body can't be compared to a models body. So it could be compared but it just would be stupid to do that. You lose time doing something which isn't important at all. Searching for a fitting model who could be compared with me. There was a time and I still do that where I compared myself . I often did look at bodyparts of others who were good looking and tried to see the similarities. Am I good looking aswell? Do I fit? I was trying to answer the question, whether my bodyparts have the same proportion, length or size. (By the way, I'm not talking about penises). I have to stop with that, because as I see it, it is not important to be like someone else. We all should except how we are. Thats the only and the best way. Sometimes, I just don't care what others thing about my appearance or my personality. Sometimes I just don't want them to be around me. Sometimes I care t...

Find your niche I've searched so many pages/blogs and everyone wrote that I or we have to find our own niche in which we are godd in and have enough information to tell and and teach the readers. Hereinafter I call these people "pro", because they think they are so good in what they are doing. I don't think that they are pros. They don't know everything. Who knows everything? Noone. First I thought that it is not important to have his own niche. Who cares if you once talk about avocados and once about Beyoncé? Many care. And thats why I realized that you have to specialize yourself in something particular. At the beginning of the thinking process I thought that I don't have a niche. I liked and do like to write about many things. Once french once english. Once about Justin Bieber onve about Dylan the bitch. I decided to set a topic. Something which is going to characterize my blog. My personality as a Blogger. I want to make this blog big to have you as a...

Let me tell you a story.  I was 13 and one classmate at that time had twitter as well with 100 followers. Huge deal for her. Me, as stupide as I was and am, wanted to see wether I'm abel to get more people to like me. I was naive that you can get big very fast, because I never used social media. It is important that you have in mind that Justin Bieber and Austin Mahone where quiet populare at that time as I realized. Well, just keep that in mind for later. **I'm feeling like these gosiping Youtubers** So, on a Saturday, I registrated on twitter. Twitter was not the same as it is today. It started very well. I followed someone. They followed back. Me, a very intelligent men, had the idea to go for these people who had more following then followers. So I did follow them. Surprise they did follow back. 30+. The bad thing about that idea or you can call it strategy was, that there were some hardcore Justin Bieber and Austin Mahone fans amonge my followers. **gasp**...

They are twins The Queen Bee as she is called is going to become a mother of three children. Hopefully with a men on her side. There were some people who were speculating that she wants to get divorced. Her Album Limonade lead to plenty rumours. http://static.bnonews.com/files/images/212017BeyoncePregnantCreditBeyonce.jpg So they are probably still together and Becky with the good hair did not steal her men and the father of her three children. But can it be that he isn't the father? She could have had 6 with another men just to revenge. Nop definitely not. That would not be very adult like. Beyoncé kills with style. If you enjoyed this stupid and unnecessary talk, feel free to be my friend and to save my address. We hopefully will meet next time. I did not mean it serious!

An excemple of my daily life Im afraid of so many things. And I guess it helps to talk about them, just to get them out. Well I probably won't reach anyone and can't bring him or her to think of her fears as I'm going to do right now. Fears can save our lifes as I read in a very old online report . Like 2008. When Barack was our man and we didn't know what will approche us, I was nine years old at that time. Yes I know, we all were innocent and didn't know the bad things, we were just kids. Open and abel to learn and be interested in everything and anything. I miss this time. As I wrote the first sentence of this post I didn't think about fear of high or death. I more thought of being afraid to talk or to present his own opinion and with that to influence the way of his/her life. Our brain is trained to be abel to react and to make decisions. I was just thinkig "What is my problem right know" and what came into my mind is, that I can't...

Being a celebrity: a dream or a nightmare? The most of us have probably thought about the idea to have a role in a movie, to have the best sold album of the year or to be the best-selling author of all time and thus also to be a star (to be famous). But what are the advantages and the disadvantages of such a life?   The advantage When I’m thinking of “celebrity”, money comes first up my mind. Money plays a big reason for many people to become a star or to start thinking of getting famous. In addition to the money they get friends and fans, who are supporting them, as well a big opportunity to achieve something big. For example to have influence and to use his or her fame wisely, like to tell their fans to donate to some important charities or to draw attention to social problems. The most want a better life, because all the time we are getting informed by the news, now a days more and more by snapchat or YouTube, that a famous personality has bought a new villa or sh...

2017 - our new chapter Well, like every year we are going to enjoy the rest of it. I know. TRAGIC. Today a lot of people will get drunk, will kiss and enjoy parties. I hope I will enjoy the 2017 with its good and adventurous side because 2016 sucked?!. I hope you have a nice time right now because you probably won't read this the 2 January. If you do, don't feel ashamed. Anyway you messed up with the time. Next year, I mean this year (you are reading this the 2nd January) it will get better with your sheduling. Hopefully.

The Time of the year has come Everyone, or at least the majority, is hyped about Christmas. And thats why they are searching for those stuff, like track santa , how to bake X-Mas Cookies , what to gift etc.. Is it fair to profit from people who are willing to give money and data just to enyoj the 2 days? Not everyone is celebrating this time. I hope you know that. And that is sometimes quiet depressing. Not because I want to get gifts or have a tree in our room. I just can't get along with this "merry Christmas". I don't know wether they are doing it purposely or just because they are used to say it to everyone the meet, like a roboter, For me it isn't hard to say "thank you", but a "thank you" doesn't come well. You know? And if I would say "merry christmas", that is quiet hard for me. Not that I've never said it. It is polite and shows, that I'm trying to adapt. I'm a good person.  There are also alot o...

Why am I in love with Emma Watson? She got famous as Hermine Granger in Harry Potter but that wasn't all. She went to university to study literature. Played in some other movies for exemple Belle and the Beast. She got an high engagement for femal rights. And as I'm thinkng about her, I just feel attracted to her. Emma Charlotte Duerre Watson Here is the Link to Wikipedia , if you are interested what the names of her family members are and other thinks. For me it is important what she does right now. Her style She isn't a slattern, it is a fact. She has brown hair. She is so beautiful. Pretty as fuck. And so successful. She knows what she wants, I think. She probably loves men who are feminists because she is very involved in female rights. She leads her own HeforShe campagne. Career As I said and you probably know. She had a leading role in the Harry Potter Movie. Then studied. Had some advertising jobs found her man. Know and then she made some other m...

Very clever Felix I don't want to say that I knew he wouldn't delet his chanel, but I was pretty sure it's just a joke. Who would delet his hard work and fanbase. He probably had a plan. The plan to get 50+ Million Subscribers and international attention. Probably his idea He told us on his own, that earlier he had tried to get more views with clickbait. Yea it isn't that dramatic because so many are doing this and the others are doing it way nastier than he did. To say it now, I'm not the biggest Fan so chill. I think you pretty much knew that the thumbnail was a clickbait, like it wasn't that inconspicuous. We can't blame him for that. He has to get his views and he wants to be successful. Because of that pressure, that he had fewer views and less attention in the media or in the youtube trendlist he wanted to lock them to his chanel. Heput a trace. And it all started with quitting vlogs. Some attention. Then he came back. All were happy. That...

Fe / Male - The art to a better future Damn I have read so many quotes of male celebreties saying that they are feminist. I'm a feminist and I think that this charisma will help me be better then others. I can understand and can hadle better. Story My oncle which I really don't like and know is like this trytobecoolguy* . He lives as, I see it, in an other world. I only understand him sometimes. He is this kind of man, who talks about uninteresting thins to much and to loudly. He wants to be cool and he behaves like it. Sadly, I have to deal with it, when he is close by. Once He, my brother and me were sitting in the same car and then he started making a lot of jokes about me and my behavior. I don't know if you've realized, I'm not a normal guy (I don't see myself as normal ( to be Normal sucks )). I don't like football, to talk in a group of "real men" or to go work in hard jobs (like this muscel-training stuff). I think that my oncle see...

The feelings when you're like me What I've learned in the few years I'm alive is that I don't like to talk about my thoughts or my problems or my fears or my ideas. I just swallow them down and when they are realy realy good I spit them out. This is what I'll do today. I spit at you. Many questions, few answers I've got sometimes this feeling that I could do whatever I want in a special situation but in the end the result just sucks. I'm not satisfyed with it because I spent so much time and thoughts on it so I want to see perfection. Like if I'm learning for a test because I want a good mark and if I receive the test back and it isn't in area it should have been. I'm just sad and dissappointed. Am I to dumb? Thats a question which comes into my minde so often. I often answer it with "yes" but sometime with "No, you are very intelligent. You have achieved so much." Is this enough? Can I even do more? I would like to d...

Solve a problem and prepare for the life I read through some sites so that I can find a solution on how to deal with a boy in my class. It is happening for other people too I think and we all have to deal with that and even benefit from it. How to get alonge with them/him/her You have to accept that they exist. They are humans like you. But probably not that good or not the same kind as you (that would be weird). You have different kind of values so yo don't like the same think and you don't often don't have the same opinion. Next is, that you shouldn't never ever ignore them, bear with them, because they have different points of view or they are the kind who bring you to the real life or give you something to think about and to do better. It gives you chance to get better and to find solutions in. Use them. At this point you have to accept that you/we all aren't perfect.  We have corners and edges. . But yet there are still some people who tolerate you. ...