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How I feel after seeing 13 Reasons Why

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Hello, firstly I'm going to explain to you my situation so that you can understand how I look, what I did, what I believe in and other facts. It is much easier to understand the context. I'm male. I'm 18 years old. I have a very similar haircut as Clay. I'm short. My Hair is brown as my eyes are. I'm in the age of Hannah and Clay. I've got a little brother. I love him, but we are often arguing. After a fight I feel so bad. My parents are quiet good parents. I go to high school and I'm not really into making friends. So I tried to keep being friendly, but it is just hard searching and keeping the new won friends. I do not trust anyone. I'm very sceptical and sometime just aggressive. I'm feeling so bad after a shout or a hit I did. I'm not used to talk to people but there are times where I'm really open and unstoppable. I don't know why and how I do that. I'm often very ambitious but not like to much... Yes I cried so many times whil...

The depression - a poem

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I wanted to show you some pictures of structures I took in one day. But it slowly got different. I made a collage and wasn't quiet happy about the formation of the small pictures. So I did just one whole collage and snapped it out of word and put it on here. The depression There is so much time the young think Use it, don't tell anyone and leave run deeply, run fastly, run as quiet as you can noone can and wants to stop you, it is just you stop in the nowhere, feel the gras under your feet the round stones between your little toes every inch of your skin is living the beat goes on, you are not dead dead as water which is flooding the dark city the feelings out of your heart you can't stop  the same shit as last day is happening just cry yourself a gray river gray, your tears as they hit the ground wind is blowing from the north to the south it is so cold as if the winter is comming you are tired and just fell asleep, it is summer...

Why I want to have children

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Want to be a husband, father, best friend, ... I have a big family. Like a lot of cousins and aunts and oncles. That means we are many children and we are from little used to stay together as a family. Family is the right thing and if you have one (wife/husband and children) you will be happy. I don't think about that in that way. You have to know that I'm the older brother. So I'm used to be in charge of the small boys and girls of my family. Trust me there are so many children. So if they went somewhere, where they couldn't take their children with them, they usually brought them to me and I was a babysitter for a day. A male babysitter. Sadly not that common, because they think we are bad with kids, It could not get wors then just a death. SO chill. But I thinkt, that we are often very responsible and good to kids. Really, I mean that. I agree that you are going to be happy when you have kids, You have your son or daughter who you love and teach and see growing. ...

Happy New Year 2017

2017 - our new chapter Well, like every year we are going to enjoy the rest of it. I know. TRAGIC. Today a lot of people will get drunk, will kiss and enjoy parties. I hope I will enjoy the 2017 with its good and adventurous side because 2016 sucked?!. I hope you have a nice time right now because you probably won't read this the 2 January. If you do, don't feel ashamed. Anyway you messed up with the time. Next year, I mean this year (you are reading this the 2nd January) it will get better with your sheduling. Hopefully.

Don't fall back, when the kids knock on the door. It's after all Fall/Autumn

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Fall/Autumn/Herbst/Automne/秋/autunno/ etc.  The season came and I honestly never thought that I'd be writing about it. But to generate some more views I'll tell you why this season right now, which is happaning in the northern hemisphere, has different names. Deal with it There is more then just your native language and so there are many words that describes the same thing. Some languages copies them, the others "invents" it by thereself.  You could start learning a new language. Would be a great experience! Why do Americans call it Fall but the Brits Autumn  First, Fall was first. It is originated in English in the 16th centuryor earlier. It is a short for Fall of the year or fall of the leaf (very imaginative). It is widely used in the USA, but it is not American in origin neither is it exclusively spoken in America. It is surprising because in England, there where "Fall" was first used, Autumn much more commen. Autumn came from the Fren...