Bineaz

Hello, firstly I'm going to explain to you my situation so that you can understand how I look, what I did, what I believe in and other facts. It is much easier to understand the context. I'm male. I'm 18 years old. I have a very similar haircut as Clay. I'm short. My Hair is brown as my eyes are. I'm in the age of Hannah and Clay. I've got a little brother. I love him, but we are often arguing. After a fight I feel so bad. My parents are quiet good parents. I go to high school and I'm not really into making friends. So I tried to keep being friendly, but it is just hard searching and keeping the new won friends. I do not trust anyone. I'm very sceptical and sometime just aggressive. I'm feeling so bad after a shout or a hit I did. I'm not used to talk to people but there are times where I'm really open and unstoppable. I don't know why and how I do that. I'm often very ambitious but not like to much... Yes I cried so many times whil...

I wanted to show you some pictures of structures I took in one day. But it slowly got different. I made a collage and wasn't quiet happy about the formation of the small pictures. So I did just one whole collage and snapped it out of word and put it on here. The depression There is so much time the young think Use it, don't tell anyone and leave run deeply, run fastly, run as quiet as you can noone can and wants to stop you, it is just you stop in the nowhere, feel the gras under your feet the round stones between your little toes every inch of your skin is living the beat goes on, you are not dead dead as water which is flooding the dark city the feelings out of your heart you can't stop  the same shit as last day is happening just cry yourself a gray river gray, your tears as they hit the ground wind is blowing from the north to the south it is so cold as if the winter is comming you are tired and just fell asleep, it is summer...

Want to be a husband, father, best friend, ... I have a big family. Like a lot of cousins and aunts and oncles. That means we are many children and we are from little used to stay together as a family. Family is the right thing and if you have one (wife/husband and children) you will be happy. I don't think about that in that way. You have to know that I'm the older brother. So I'm used to be in charge of the small boys and girls of my family. Trust me there are so many children. So if they went somewhere, where they couldn't take their children with them, they usually brought them to me and I was a babysitter for a day. A male babysitter. Sadly not that common, because they think we are bad with kids, It could not get wors then just a death. SO chill. But I thinkt, that we are often very responsible and good to kids. Really, I mean that. I agree that you are going to be happy when you have kids, You have your son or daughter who you love and teach and see growing. ...

My body and me Luckily you don't know how I look. I often don't like my look because my body can't be compared to a models body. So it could be compared but it just would be stupid to do that. You lose time doing something which isn't important at all. Searching for a fitting model who could be compared with me. There was a time and I still do that where I compared myself . I often did look at bodyparts of others who were good looking and tried to see the similarities. Am I good looking aswell? Do I fit? I was trying to answer the question, whether my bodyparts have the same proportion, length or size. (By the way, I'm not talking about penises). I have to stop with that, because as I see it, it is not important to be like someone else. We all should except how we are. Thats the only and the best way. Sometimes, I just don't care what others thing about my appearance or my personality. Sometimes I just don't want them to be around me. Sometimes I care t...

Find your niche I've searched so many pages/blogs and everyone wrote that I or we have to find our own niche in which we are godd in and have enough information to tell and and teach the readers. Hereinafter I call these people "pro", because they think they are so good in what they are doing. I don't think that they are pros. They don't know everything. Who knows everything? Noone. First I thought that it is not important to have his own niche. Who cares if you once talk about avocados and once about Beyoncé? Many care. And thats why I realized that you have to specialize yourself in something particular. At the beginning of the thinking process I thought that I don't have a niche. I liked and do like to write about many things. Once french once english. Once about Justin Bieber onve about Dylan the bitch. I decided to set a topic. Something which is going to characterize my blog. My personality as a Blogger. I want to make this blog big to have you as a...

An excemple of my daily life Im afraid of so many things. And I guess it helps to talk about them, just to get them out. Well I probably won't reach anyone and can't bring him or her to think of her fears as I'm going to do right now. Fears can save our lifes as I read in a very old online report . Like 2008. When Barack was our man and we didn't know what will approche us, I was nine years old at that time. Yes I know, we all were innocent and didn't know the bad things, we were just kids. Open and abel to learn and be interested in everything and anything. I miss this time. As I wrote the first sentence of this post I didn't think about fear of high or death. I more thought of being afraid to talk or to present his own opinion and with that to influence the way of his/her life. Our brain is trained to be abel to react and to make decisions. I was just thinkig "What is my problem right know" and what came into my mind is, that I can't...

Nevermind - for real The White poor signature have decided. Sadly just "with the heart not with the brain"*. My Imprassion I was shocked. Depressed. Sad. Lost. I thought it wouldn't happen, He had achieved enough and couldn't get forther. I was wrong. So so wrong. An anger for the supporters who blame and boo's everyone. They arent real humans. They just aren't. They have the corps and the gift to think and to work to do all this great stuff, but can't use it, they are dumb. Are so naiv, that someone who insults, assaults, who is a racist, who gets out of controle to fast, who is aswell a deceiver, is right to be the most powerful man? No, he is so wrong. Didn't deserve this all. The fight has ended and now we all have to deal with it. Some might cry. Some might be happy. And others will deal with it in the best way they can. He has won just because they are angry of the Establishment. So many stars helped Hillary, they were for Hillary. F...

I'm with her  Yeah you right, I could have written earlier about this, but I want to do it now. The 08.11.2016 is the election day and it's quiet important for the USA. Not jst for the USA, for the whole world. What do I like about Hillary She is the one who learns for the small test. She is prepared. She wants to be perfect I guess. She wants to solve problems and not just talk. She has experience. A lote of experience. Where you could see, that she was prepared was: Vox video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlLFTI24Qkw  I'm of the opinion, tha she deserves it. She did so much and has so much knowledge. Yea she probably isn't perfect, but who is perfect? She didn't do anything wrong and is hated for nothing. The problem is, that Hillary is working so long for the USA and now the people have problems with the state. And now Hillary Clinton is the scapegoat. Somthing else whats good about Hillary, is that she is more likeable. I know that she g...